Carol Ann Duffy, “The Map Woman”
A woman's skin was a map of the town
where she'd grown from a child.
When she went out, she covered it up
with a dress, with a shawl, with a hat,
with mitts or a muff, with leggings, trousers
or jeans, with a an ankle-length cloak, hooded
and fingertip-sleeved. But - birthmark, tattoo -
the A-Z street-map grew, a precise second skin,
broad if she binged, thin when she slimmed,
a précis of where to end or go back or begin.
Over her breast was the heart of the town,
from the Market Square to the Picture House
by way of St Mary's Church, a triangle
of alleys and streets and walks, her veins
like shadows below the lines of the map, the
river
an artery snaking north to her neck. She knew
if you crossed the bridge at her nipple, took a
left
and a right, you would come to the graves,
the grey-haired teachers of English and History,
the soldier boys, the Mayors and Councillors,
the beloved mothers and wives, the nuns and
priests,
their bodies fading into the earth like old
print
on a page. You could sit on a wooden bench
as a wedding pair ran, ringed, from the church,
confetti skittering over the marble stones,
the big bell hammering hail from the sky, and
wonder
who you would marry and how and where and when
you would die: or find yourself in the coffee
house
nearby, waiting for time to start, your tiny
face
trapped in the window's bottle-thick glass like
a fly.
And who might you see, short-cutting through
the Grove to the Square - that line there, the
edge
of a fingernail pressed on her flesh - in the
rain,
leaving your empty cup, to hurry on after
calling their name? When she showered, the map
gleamed on her skin, blue-black ink from a nib.
She knew you could scoot down Greengate Street,
huddling close to the High House, the sensible
shops,
the Swan Hotel, till you came to the Picture
House,
sat in the musty dark watching the Beatles
run for a train or Dustin Hoffman screaming
Elaine!
Elaine! Elaine! or the spacemen
in 2001
floating to Strauss. She sponged, soaped,
scrubbed;
the prison and hospital stamped on her back,
the park neat on her belly, her navel marking
the spot
where the empty bandstand stood, the river
again,
heading south, clear as an operation scar,
the war memorial facing the railway station
where trains sighed on the platforms, pining
for Glasgow, London, Liverpool. She knew
you could stand on the railway bridge, waving
goodbye to strangers who stared as you vanished
into the belching steam, tasting future time
on the tip of your tongue. She knew you could
run
the back way home - there it was on her thigh -
taking the southern road then cutting off to the
left,
the big houses anchored behind their calm green
lawns,
the jewels of conkers falling down at your feet,
then duck and dive down Nelson and Churchill
and Kipling and Milton Way until you were home.
She didn't live there now. She lived down south,
abroad, en route, up north, on a plane or train
or boat, on the road, in hotels, in the back of
cabs,
on the phone; but the map was under her
stockings,
under her gloves, under the soft silk scarf at
her throat,
under her chiffon veil, a delicate braille. Her
left knee
marked the grid of her own estate. When she
knelt
she felt her father's house pressing into the
bone,
heard in her head the looped soundtrack of then
-
a tennis ball repeatedly thumping a wall,
an ice-cream van crying and hurrying on, a snarl
of children's shrieks from the overgrown land
where the houses ran out. The motorway groaned
just out of sight. She knew you could hitch
from Junction 13 and knew of a girl who had not
been seen since she did; had heard of a kid
who'd run
across all six lanes for a dare before he was
tossed
by a lorry into the air like a doll. But the
motorway
was flowing away, was a roaring river of metal
and light, cheerio, au revoir, auf wiedersehen,
ciao.
She stared in the mirror as she got dressed,
both arms raised over her head, the roads
for east and west running from shoulder
to wrist, the fuzz of woodland or countryside
under
each arm. Only her face was clear, her fingers
smoothing in cream, her baby-blue eyes unsure
as they looked at themselves. But her body was
certain,
an inch to the mile, knew every nook and cranny,
cul-de-sac, stile, back road, high road, low
road,
one-way street of her past. There it all was,
back
to front in the glass. She piled on linen,
satin, silk,
leather, wool, perfume and mousse and went out.
She got in a limousine. The map perspired
under her clothes. She took a plane. The map
seethed
on her flesh. She spoke in a foreign tongue.
The map translated everything back to herself.
She turned out the light and a lover's hands
caressed the map in the dark from north to
south,
lost tourists wandering here and there, all
fingers
and thumbs, as their map flapped in the breeze.
So one day, wondering where to go next,
she went back, drove a car for a night and a
day,
till the town appeared on her left, the stale
cake
of the castle crumbled up on the hill; and she
hired
a room with a view and soaked in the bath.
When it grew dark, she went out, thinking
she knew the place like the back of her hand,
but something was wrong. She got lost in
arcades,
in streets with new names, in precincts
and walkways, and found that what was familiar
was only facade. Back in her hotel room, she
stripped
and lay on the bed. As she slept, her skin
sloughed
like a snake's, the skin of her legs like
stockings, silvery,
sheer, like the long gloves of the skin of her
arms,
the papery camisole from her chest a perfect
match
for the tissuey socks of the skin of her feet.
Her sleep
peeled her, lifted a honeymoon thong from her
groin,
a delicate bra of skin from her breasts, and all
of it
patterned A to Z; a small cross where her
parents' skulls
grinned at the dark. Her new skin showed barely
a mark.
She woke and spread out the map on the floor.
What
was she looking for? Her skin was her own small
ghost,
a shroud to be dead in, a newspaper for old news
to be read in, gift-wrapping, litter, a suicide
letter.
She left it there, dressed, checked out, got in
the car.
As she drove, the town in the morning sun
glittered
behind her. She ate up the miles. Her skin
itched,
like a rash, like a slow burn, felt stretched,
as though
it belonged to somebody else. Deep in the bone
old streets tunnelled and burrowed, hunting for
home.
Key
features/themes
The power of this poem partly
lies in its combination of an impossible premise with detailed realism. The
underlying metaphor – that we are indelibly marked by our own past, by our
origins – is made literal by Duffy to disquieting effect.
Throughout the poem physical
details pile up, bringing the woman’s predicament vividly to life. Layers of
imagery mirror the woman’s different levels of self, working inwards through
the course of the poem: it begins with clothing which tries to hide the map,
moves onto her skin and an exploration of geography and location, before ending
beneath the skin with a disturbing image which turns the woman’s body into
earth ‘tunnelled and burrowed’ by the past. The relief of her new blank skin is
short-lived, suggesting that the idea of ‘starting again’ is an illusion
because we carry our past inside us.
Cultural references such as
The Beatles and the Picture House locate the past Duffy so effectively captures
to the post-war era of the 50s and 60s. She creates a kind of English Everytown
from that period, with its motorways and sensible shops and its strict social
hierarchies – mayor, councillors, teachers. The poet uses its geography to
explore the social expectations and assumptions of that time, neatly summarised
by the list of English heroes after whom the more affluent streets are named.
The poem
hints that it’s a society against which the woman
chafed: images of boundaries – the river, the motorway, the trains ‘pining’ for
the big cities – all suggest her sense of constraint.
The whole poem has a restlessness to it which reflects the woman’s
attempts to escape her past. The prevalence of lists gives the poem a galloping
tempo, as does the predominantly anapaestic rhythm. The poem’s sense of barely
contained energy is also conveyed through Duffy’s extensive use of irregular
rhyme and half rhyme. It’s perhaps significant, then, that the poem ends on an
almost-couplet of ‘bone’ and ‘home’ – a sense of closure which, combined with
the imagery, suggests the inescapable nature of the past.
Links
to other poems
Stylistically, Simon
Armitage’s ‘Chainsaw Versus the Pampas Grass’ has interesting similarities with
the Duffy poem and could prompt an interesting discussion around how social
expectations are experienced differently by men and women. ‘Effects’ by Alan
Jenkins provides a contrast in technique, exploring some of the same territory
in a more realistic way.
Further
resources
This recent interview with
Duffy sees her reflecting on the Poet Laureateship halfway through her time in
office and has some interesting insights: www.theguardian.com/books/2014/sep/27/carol-ann-duffy-poet-laureate-interview
While this interview in the Telegraph
from 2010 provides some candid insights into her life: www.telegraph.co.uk/culture/books/7692436/Carol-Ann-Duffy-interview.html
The British Council’s
literature website has a succinct overview of her career: http://literature.britishcouncil.org/carol-ann-duffy
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